Tuesday, August 02, 2016

Stay.




People go....

         But how they leave...

                                          ALWAYS STAYS.












Monday, August 01, 2016

Tell him I'm still here.




If you see him,
Tell him I'm still here
Tell him I'll still answer his call
Tell him I'll still listen ti his stories
Tell him that he'll always be my favorite

If you see him,
Tell him she's fighting battles
And losing
Tell him she's hiding scars
And bleeding
Tell him she's still healing
From a wound you left open

If you see him,
Tell him she tried to love others
And ended up leaving them
Because they're not you
Because they don't sing her song
Because they don't see her
Because they're trying to understand her
And you know she can't be understood
She can only be loved

If you see him,
Tell him I miss him
Tell him I still need him
When my world falls apart
Tell him I still want to run to him
When I need to run from the world
Tell him I can't forget him
Tell him I do nothing but remember him

If you see him,
Tell him I'm sorry
For not being able to tell him
All that myself
For being prideful
For being scared
Tell him I'm sorry
Because I didn't fight for him
When he left
Because I couldn't love him fearlessly

If you see him,
TELL HIM I'M STILL HERE
And he can come back
And I will still let him in.

In a heartbeat.



Sunday, July 31, 2016

Falling in love is easy...






Falling in love is easy.


Love happens out of the blue one day, when all of a sudden, your lips can't wait to scream it out loud. Adrenaline pumps through every one of your veins and you feel like you are going insane. Qhich you kind of are, because that's just how crazy love can be.

The hardest thing about love, truthfully, is falling out of it. And it's not because you want to do it. It's because you have to.
No matter what the case may be, falling out of love is absolutely heart wrenching. Not only are you in it alone, but you can't go to the person you love for comfort anymore. You can't confide in them like before. You can't lean on them for support. Falling out love also takes time. You can't snap your fingers and magically feel better. If it was a true, once in a million type of love, you aren't ever going to forget them. And you will always hold a special place in your heart.

Love is always talked about in a positive light. In a life changing way. But love sometimes, it is anything but magic. It's magic. It's difficult. It's challenging. It can knock you over. Sure, falling in love incredibly amazing, but it's the falling out that messes you up..

You have to learn how to survive by yourself now, and it will be hard. It will be so hard. But, if everyone in the world died from broken hearts, no one would be left to tell their story.

So don't sink down from the loss. Fall in love with life instead. Fall in love with how the sun shines in the summer. Fall in love with the way the breeze provides you relief from the intense heat. Fall in love with how your dog lays by your side every night. Fall in love with the little things.

There's too much falling out in this world. There's always too much fall out. It's much nicer to do the opposite. And it doesn't have to be with another person. It can just be something as simple as a flower in the soil, or a particular sunset on the beach. Fall in love with the little things, and suddenly, falling out of love won't seem that impossible anymore.




Wednesday, July 27, 2016

Untukmu, dari hati tulusku. -M.S



IF you really love someone, then let that person go. IF that person is meant for you, that person will come back to you eventually. BUT IF that person does not, then that person was never meant for you, in the first place. 



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Kerana saya menyanyangi awaklah, saya melangkah pergi walaupun hati meronta untuk terus setia menunggumu, sentiasa berpegang dengan ucapan janji yang pernah diucapkan suatu ketika dulu. Saat susah senang, saat suka duka yang pernah kita hadapi bersama. 


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Saya sentiasa akan terus berdoa supaya suatu hari nanti, awak akan temui apa yang awak cari. Supaya suatu hari nanti awak akan memahami apa erti cinta yang sebenar. Supaya suatu hari nanti, awak akan dapat mengetahui bagaimana rasanya terlalu mencintai dan mencintai seseorang dan semoga awak takkan pernah terlewat untuk menghargainya.


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Saya percaya pada takdir Allah yang mempertemukan kita, saya tahu ada hikmah di sebalik semua ini dan saya tak akan menyoal. Saya juga tak pernah kesal, sekurang-kurangnya sepanjang mengenali awak, saya bersikap jujur dan ikhlas dengan perasaan saya terhadap awak selama kita bersama. 



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Saya juga percaya, andai benar kita punya jodoh, awak akan kembali pada saya. Itu bujan harapan saya tapi saya ingin belajar untuk pasrah pada ketentuan Allah dan kalaupun awak tak pernah kembali pada saya, saya percaya, mungkin itu adalah yang terbaik, untuk saya dan untuk awak. 



Ikhlas,
Gadis yang pernah menyanyangimu sepenuh hati...


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Tuesday, July 26, 2016

Quotes. #1




"I appreciate effort. No matter how small, silly or irrelevent, I appreciate effort."
 - Billy Chapata.


 "Healing doesn't mean the damage never existed. It means the damage no longer controls my life." 
- Akshay Dubey



"Emotions are supposed to be raw, ugly, brutal...you don't want someone to 'sorta' love you. You want that love to be a bursting flame, not a candle."
- childoflust